new main f/o?

[mirrorworld]

before i begin, i just wanna say i previously went by hatchet, now i go by cyrus! this is the last time i'll use the hatchet tag. okay, now we can begin!

okay, so i've had an f/o for a while who became more of a shipcest f/o, that f/o being cesar torres from the mandela catalogue. (apologies i kinda flipflop between shipcest and incest). specifically, he's a older brother f/o, while my s/i is his younger brother. i don't know why this happened, but this month (and maybe the month before it?), i've just been really attached to him. now i consider him a main f/o, so both mark and cesar are (funny, they're both from the same source and the same volume, and i use the same s/i for both). it's just really conforming in a way i can't explain? i love him very much, though. big bro <333
i do miss when people would draw him with the emo side bangs. i know it was kind of cheesy, i think the fandom started to dislike it eventually, but listen, i loved him with his silly little emo bangs. he looked good with them!! maybe it's just hard to find fanart of him with those bangs on tumblr. who knows.
i do wanna eventually post more about him and my s/i though. originally, the whole big brother thing was because it was a dynamic between him and my s/i and nothing more, but then i just. grew attached. i like him.

i think this fanart of him is really nice and wanted to add it here. it's scary but i find it cute <3

(art by ferigrieve on tumblr)