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Nov. 12th, 2023 06:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lewabeing considerably older even within the known active adult sphere of self-shippers(as far as I can tell), I feel anxious, awkward, and left out. I am unsure this community will help me feel any better in that regard, but I suppose there's nothing to lose by joining.
1. How long have you been selfshipping for? When did you first realize that your love for certain characters were more than just crushes?
idk. been over half my life. but I process this stuff differently than others. I haven't had a long-standing fictional other in a long time.
2. Who are your f/o(s)? What media are they from? If you'd like to, attach a picture of them (make sure to put large images under a cut).
apologies, but I am unwilling to name/share them publicly. this is a publicly viewable post, so, yeah.
3. What part of your f/o(s) initially attracted you to them? Their personality, looks, backstory, etc.
well. that's Complicated and varies from character to character. of the current 3, 2 of them it's entirely looks, and all personality for them is my personal headcanon. sure that increases attraction and interest, but it's still purely made up by me. for the third, ummmmmm. well. he's cute, but not conventionally attractive by any means, and my Actual Feelings are hard to explain, given how I process things.
leaving out the other 2 questions because I don't do those things
1. How long have you been selfshipping for? When did you first realize that your love for certain characters were more than just crushes?
idk. been over half my life. but I process this stuff differently than others. I haven't had a long-standing fictional other in a long time.
2. Who are your f/o(s)? What media are they from? If you'd like to, attach a picture of them (make sure to put large images under a cut).
apologies, but I am unwilling to name/share them publicly. this is a publicly viewable post, so, yeah.
3. What part of your f/o(s) initially attracted you to them? Their personality, looks, backstory, etc.
well. that's Complicated and varies from character to character. of the current 3, 2 of them it's entirely looks, and all personality for them is my personal headcanon. sure that increases attraction and interest, but it's still purely made up by me. for the third, ummmmmm. well. he's cute, but not conventionally attractive by any means, and my Actual Feelings are hard to explain, given how I process things.
leaving out the other 2 questions because I don't do those things